Ok. So in my religion we have a special club for kids. Kinda like the boy's and girl scouts, except for it's unisex and it is centered on our religion. So we are having this huge gathering with all the clubs around the world! And I have to raise money to go and this one dude that I asked for money gave me 150.00!!!!
Yeah, that was random, but really I came to talk about is well nothing much so yeah. MY life is still boring and stupid the children are still driving me nuts and banana's and I still want a boyfriend more than anything in the world. Yup I am a desprate fool for the male gender. With thier pretty eyes and bulging biceps they are just yummy in fact the next time I blog it will be about the boy that I think I fell in love with. And here's the big thing, WE NEVER EVEN DATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My mother is going through something right now I'm sure of it. She today left her room only to get some food. She says its because she is in pain which I believe,but I've also got my hunch that she is depressed about the school situation that is going on right now we have to get a bunch of money for me to go back to my private school C.A. She also is probably worried about her relationship with my dad he is a loser who is right now suspected of cheating on my mom with some hussy with a guy and kids of her own. Also something I haven't told anybody is that one night I guess he didn't hear me coming down (he was downstairs) and uh I saw him looking at a show with some sort of naked women in it. And he didn't see me so I snuck back out. And if you where wondering yes he too proclaims to be a christian.  But anyway it doesn't matter. So I'll talk to you later and yea if you where wondering  I still feel the way that I did yesterday about everything I said.
Peace out, Yours Truly

OMG!!! I am offically in summer, school is over and I am bored out of my mind!!!!! Also I really sad because I really need a boyfriend!!!!!  I don't want just any retard I want a guy that likes me for who I am. And according to me that's not much. Anyway the war within me continues. I still am looking for a connection with God. And I still listen to 3oh!3 and Nickelback and all that junk. But  I still am confused. But most of all I want to have a boyfriend. If anybody is looking for a 15 year old girlfriend look me up. My e-mail is rierie14@hotmail.com. :)
Anyway peace out!!!!!! talk to you later.